Absolutley Nothing
I'm on the doorstep, with my key turned in the door
Walk in the living room and you're sat on the floor
My heart is aching and I've never felt this bad
I pinch myself to check that all of this is real
Keep thinking I'm not letting on, I feel this sad
And then you've got the cheek to ask me how I feel
And I say...
Absolutely nothing
I'm absolutely fine
Absolutely nothing you can say to change my mind
Absolutely nothing
I'm absolutely fine
Absolutely nothing you can say to change my mind
I know that you just want to see me get upset
My world turned upside down so what did you expect
My heart is aching and I've never felt this bad
I pinch myself to check that all of this is real
Keep thinking I'm not letting on, I feel this sad
And then you've got the cheek to ask me how I feel
And I say...
Absolutely nothing
I'm absolutely fine
Absolutely nothing you can say to change my mind
Absolutely nothing
I'm absolutely fine
Absolutely nothing you can say to change my mind
You've seen me cry too many times
But not this time
No not this time
I don't need you to help me through
I'll be just fine
I'll be just fine
I'll be just fine
And I say..
Absolutely nothing
I'm absolutely fine
Absolutely nothing you can say to change my mind
Absolutely nothing
I'm absolutely fine
Absolutely nothing you can say to change my mind
ANXIETY
Turn around and bitch slap somebody
But I ain't goin' out bro (no, no, no)
I ain't givin' into it (no, no, no)
Anxieties bash my mind in
Terrorizing my soul like Bin Laden
But I ain't fallin' down bro (no, no, no)
I won't lose control bro (no, no, no)
Shackle and chained
My soul feels stained
I can't explain got an itch on my brain
Lately my whole aim is to maintain
And regain control of my mainframe
My bloods boiling its beatin' out propane
My train of thoughts more like a runaway train
I'm in a fast car drivin' in a fast lane
In the rain and I'm might just hydroplane
I don't fear none of my enemies
And I don't fear bullets from Uzis
I've been dealing with something thats worse than these
That'll make you fall to your knees and thats the
The anxiety the sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety
The sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety
My head keeps running away my brother
The only thing making me stay my brother
But I won't give into it bro (no, no, no)
Gotta get myself back now
God, I can't let my mind be
Tell my enemy is my own
Gots to find my inner wealth
Gots to hold up my thoughts
I can't get caught (no, no, no)
I can't give into it now (no, no, no)
Emotions are trapped set on lock
Got my brain stuck goin through the motions
Only I know what's up
I'm filled up with pain
Tryin' to gain my sanity
Everywhere I turn its a dead end infront of me
With nowhere to go gotta shake this anxiety
Got me feelin' strange paranoia took over me
And its weighin' me down
And I can't run any longer, yo
Knees to the ground
I don't fear none of my enemies
And I don't fear bullets from Uzis
I've been dealing with something thats worse than these
That'll make you fall to your knees and thats my
My anxiety the sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety
The sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety
Jag ÄLSKAR Black Eyed Peas.
eller, älskade om inte annat.
Jag kan inte förstå att jag inte lyssnat på deras bästa album på jätte-mega-länge.
Elephunk in mah heart.
I Like It Rough
Can't sleep with the man who dims my shine
I'm in the bedroom
With tissues and when
I know you're outside banging
Then I won't let you in
'Cos it's a hard life
With love in the world
And I'm a hard girl
Loving me's like chewing on pearls
You got me wonderering why
I, I like it rough,
I, I like it rough,
I, I like it rough
You got me wonderering why
I, I like it rough,
I, I like it rough,
I, I like it rough
Won't go without my fix tonight
It's a little too rough
Prom girl wipes her tears with silver lines
And she can't get enough
I'm in the bedroom
With tissues and when
I know you're outside banging
Then I won't let you in
'Cos it's a hard life
With love in the world
And I'm a hard girl
Loving me's like straightening curls
You got me wonderering why
I, I like it rough,
I, I like it rough,
I, I like it rough
You got me wonderering why
I, I like it rough,
I, I like it rough,
I, I like it rough
I'm shiny and I know it
Don't know why you wanna blow it
Need a man who likes it rough
Likes it rough
Likes it rough
(Baby likes it rough)
I'm shiny and I know it
Don't know why you wanna blow it
Need a man who likes it rough
Likes it rough
Likes it rough
(Baby likes it rough)
Is it 'cos you don't mean
Or because I don't feel it
Unless it's rough
Is it 'cos you don't mean
Or because I don't feel it
Unless it's rough
You got me wonderering why
I, I like it rough,
I, I like it rough,
I, I like it rough
You got me wonderering why
I, I like it rough,
I, I like it rough,
I, I like it rough
Det kan mycket väl vara den bästa låten av Lady GaGa ♥
och den är totally me.
MTV VMAs 2009
Lady GaGa är gorgeous som vanligt. Russell Brand är en underbar värd och sexy as hell. MTV försöker konstant lyckas träffa mute-knappen, men misslyckas. HAHA.
Madonnas oerhört fina tal om Michael Jackson, och sedan de oerhört häftiga tribute-danserna till Michael med Janet. Jag blev rörd. Ohja.
OCH Lady Gaga's uppträdande med låten 'Paparazzi' var grymt!
Än så länge har detta visats:
Best Female Video - Taylor Swift
Best Rock Video - Green Day
Best Pop Video - Britney Spears
MEN, kvällens största fail var definitivt Kanye West. Jävla cepe.
Han gick upp på scenen när Taylor Swift hade vunnit "Best Female Video", tog micken från henne UNDER HENNES TACKTAL och delar med sig till hela världen att han tyckte att Beyoncé skulle ha vunnit. herrejävel.
Okej att han tyckte att Beyoncé skulle vinna, men goddamn.. visa lite respekt.
Update:
Okej. Pink och Shakira har tydligen samma klänning på sig, vilket tydligen också ska vara en katastrof.
Fler vinnare:
Best Male Video - T.I. feat Rihanna (Live Your Life)
Best Hiphop Video - Eminem (We Made You) Yaaaaaaay!
Haha. Jag älskar VMA-reklamerna! Kondom-muppar. Brilliant!
Update 2:
Pink och Beyoncé har uppträtt. Beyoncé med sin nya singel, och damn hon kan verkligen skaka rumpa.
Men Pink, åh Pink.. vilket uppträdande! Hon hängde uppochner i en trapets and sung her fucking heart out.
Det var vackert. OCH det såg förbannat kul ut.
Ännu fler av vinnarna:
Best New Artist - Lady Gaga (YEEEEZ-AH!)
Video Of The Year - Beyoncé
När Beyoncé kom upp på scenen för att hämta sin moonman visade hon vilken underbar stil hon har.
Hon bad Taylor Swift komma upp på scenen och få tillbaka sitt Moment.
Fredag
Den är underbar. Den är kärlek.
Och texten. Den är.. PRECIS. Jag kan inte förklara det bättre.
"I don't wanna be adored
Don't wanna be first in line
Or make myself heard
I'd like to bring a little light
To shine a light on your life
To make you feel loved
No, don't wanna be the only one you know
I wanna be the place you call home
I lay myself down
To make it so, but you don't want to know
I give much more
Than I'd ever ask for
Will you see me in the end
Or is it just a waste of time
Trying to be your friend
To shine, shine, shine
Shine a little light
Shine a light on my life
And warm me up again
Fool, I wonder if you know yourself at all
You know that it could be so simple
I lay myself down
To make it so, but you don't want to know
You take much more
Than I'd ever ask for
Say a word or two to brighten my day
Do you think that you could see your way
To lay yourself down
And make it so, but you don't want to know
You take much more
Than I'd ever ask for"
Good Morning!
Jag har känt mig oerhört energilös och trött på senaste tiden, allt eftersom jag begränsat min kost.
Så jag gissar på B12-brist, eftersom jag har alla sympton.
OCH FOLK DOG AV DET FÖRR I TIDEN. herrejävel.
Inte bra att upplysa en hypokondriker om såna.. detaljer. Nej.
For my moment to come
I'm waiting
For the movie to begin
I'm waiting
For a revelation
I'm waiting for someone
To count me in
Cos now
I only see my dreams
In everything I touch
Feel their cold hands on
Everything that I love
Cold like some
Magnificant skyline
Out of my reach
But always
In my eyeline now
We're tumbling down
We're spiralling
Tied up to the ground
We're spiralling
I fashioned you
From jewels and stone
I made you
In the image of myself
I gave you
Everything you wanted
So you would never know
Anything else
But everytime
I reach for you
You slip
Through my fingers
Into cold sunlight
Laughing at the things
That I had planned
The map of my world gets
Smaller as I sit here
Pulling at the loose
Threads now
We're tumbling down
We're spiralling
Tied up to the ground
We're spiralling
When we fall in love
We're just falling
In love with ourselves
We're spiralling
Did you wanna be a winner?
Did you wanna be an icon?
Did you wanna be famous?
Did you wanna be the president?
Did you wanna start a war?
Did you wanna have a family?
Did you wanna be in love?
Did you wanna be in love?
I never saw the light
I never saw the light
I waited up all night
But I never saw the light
When we fall in love
We're just falling
In love with ourselves
We're spiralling
We're tumbling down
We're spiralling
Tied up to the ground
We're spiralling "
Keane - Spiralling
JAG HAR GLÖMT ATT BERÄTTA!
jag ska SÅ se henne. HOLY CRAP! lycka.
Jeffree Star, bitches!
Jeffree Star.
party. party. partyyyyy.
Åh. jag tror att miss Jeffree är allas våran inre dirrrrty diva och glam girlygirl. Iallafall min.
LYSSNA PÅ BÅDA LÅTARNA NU!
och vacker så ini helvette är han också. gosh.
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iiiiiih. MYS.
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<3<3<3
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"i'm a fucking STAR"
Calvin Harris - Ready For The Weekend
Calvin Harris är i farten igen, och släppte idag sitt nya album "Ready For The Weekend".
IT RAAAAWKS!
Jag vill seriöst dansa på bord när jag lyssnar på Calvin. Oh my.
Tyvärr vet jag inte när jag får min skiva, eftersom jag var tvungen att boka den.
Meeeen, så länge lever jag pirat. HEHE.
Så. Se till att lyssna! Köp albumet, Youtuba, Spotify, Pirata.. whatever. Lyssna bara.
Allright?
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Dance wiv me
videon är också högst roande. först visste jag inte om jag tyckte den var bra eller bara fruktansvärt pinsam.
men.. jag älskar beatet och calvin harris (som sjunger i baren). goddamn!
dessutom släpper han nya albumet imorgon. YA-HAAY! jag hoppas det är bra.
Nykär igen.
♥
Tighten your tie boy
You're something to die for
But don't hold your breath now
You're just killing time
Tonight you can dream boy
Imagine a whisper
If you can keep secrets
Then I'll tell you mine.
Remember a promise you couldn't hold on to
Though it brings me to tears now i need you to know
Look in my eyes boy
Nothing like yours now
It seems that a lifetime
Is passing us by.
So open your eyes...
This is forever but it won't last long
This is a memory that fades away in neverending
In the death of all that's long been said and done before,
We'll wish that we were something more.
Stop wasting time boy
You're late all your life boy
They won't have the patience
For someone like you
Your memory's fading
I'll love you forever
I'll try to remember
I'll try to hold on
You're standing alone boy
Waiting for dreams boy
Waiting for something
To make them come true
Don't ever leave boy
I'd miss you too much boy
I'll never forget you
As long as I'm here
First place on a classroom wall.
Every turn of the face can help to break the fall from a domestic disgrace.
Every rumour displaced is lost and found.
A lack of discipline.
One hand to cut the other.
So unprofessional, you're not a friend, you're just a lover.
Nothing exceptional.
This is correctional.
Mirror on the wall.
Frame the picture.
Reflect this kiss to wish us all goodnight.
First day in a victim's chair.
Every surface replaced can help to keep you fair for a corrected gaze.
Every feature displayed will match your crowd.
A loss of innocence.
One hand to wash the other.
Be a perfectionist, you're nothing if you're just another. Something material.
This isn't personal.
Mirror on the wall.
Frame the picture.
Reflect this kiss to wish us all goodnight.
we're all dancing to the same sad song.
And we're not sleeping, but it won't take long.
Illicit conviction.
Confessions incomplete.
Correction.
Submissive restriction.
Instructions will repeat.
Direction.
Mirror on the wall.
Frame the picture.
Reflect this kiss to wish us all goodnight.
Farewell, this blackened eye.
You learned your lessons falling down, far behind, and tracing footsteps home.
Despite your lack of pride, you wore your imperfections well. Dignified.
Spend your time alone.
Trace your footsteps home.
Your hands are always reaching out of favour.
Your kind are only good for bad behaviour.
Your mouth was never one to trust.
You're always speaking out, falling far behind, falling out of line.
Farewell, this bitter tongue.
You spoke your lessons falling down, talking out, and breaking silence.
Despite the harm you've done, you swallowed your rejections well.
Amplified.
Sing your song alone.
Trace your footsteps home.
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King of Pop
Och jag förstår att det blir omkrivet och scheisse, men enough is enough!
Är jag den enda som inte är upprörd över det här?
Jag blev inte förvånad. Jag blev inte chockad. Jag blev inte hysterisk.
Det kändes bara naturligt. Som livets gång.
Att han dog i en hjärtattack är kanske inte det utlimata sättet att dö på, men hey.. folk dör VARJE DAG av hemskare saker.
Och javisst, han var the King of Pop.
Jag äääälskade honom när jag var liten. Han var min idol, och jag var lite kär i honom.
Jag älskar fortfarande hans musik, och självklart är jag inte bitter över att hans minne hedras nu.
Det är bra!
Det är bara lustigt, det här med döden.
När han var vid liv (dom senaste åren) blev han mobbad, hatad, kallad för svin och målades upp som en hemsk pedofil med mammakomplex.
Och nu. Nu är han död. Och då är han helt plötsligt "THE FUCKING KING OF POP", "min hjälte", "saknad" etc.
Ahwell.
Som sagt. Döden är lustig.
I'm in magicland at the moment
![](https://cdn1.cdnme.se/cdn/8-2/125318/images/2009/far_43294800.jpg)
Jag låter tonerna och texterna och rösten av Regina Spektor ta mig till endorfiner -och gåshudens värld.
I'm in magicland.
Oh... I just..
when you feel like your flavour
has gone the way of a pre-shelled pistachio
i know you're weighed down
you're fed up with your heavy
your boots
laced with melancholy notion's all you own
i do - like sugar - tend toward the brittle and sticky when spun
and i know my demeanor
has gone the way of a photo left out in the sun
so i try to keep myself in lillies and flax seeds
oh what a folly- fooling just yourself
sit down and smoke away,i wouldn't knock it till you're in them shoes
oh watch as ours subtlety blows away as a blusher gives way to a bruise
but seemly, we'd freely make a trade-off
a dry rot to take the weight off
swap the boots for red shoes
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Dub-dub-dubmood!
Det går nog kanske inte. Det är inte en känsla, nej. Det är liksom mijoner härliga känslor på samma gång.
Lite sådär som när man är nykär, ni vet?
Jag är fullkomligt såld på Dubmood just nu.
Jag har lyssnat på honom en tid, men nu har jag hamnat i något sorts Dubmood-begär.
Dubban och Maskinoperatör är helt klart mina favoriter inom chiptune-scenen.
Och inte nog med att jag nu infört en ipod på bloggen med Dubmood som första låt, så vill jag att ni kikar på det här klippet också. AWESOMENESS!
(Tyvärr hade Björn inga låtar med Maskinoperatör som jag kunde lägga till i ipod-listan, men aye.. youtuba honom istället. Eller myspace'a).
AAAAH! jag blir cepe. SÅ överjävla bra.
i have become comfortably numb
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Come on, now.
I hear youre feeling down.
Well I can ease your pain,
Get you on your feet again.
Relax.
I need some information first.
Just the basic facts:
Can you show me where it hurts?
There is no pain, you are receding.
A distant ships smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I cant hear what youre sayin.
When I was a child I had a fever.
My hands felt just like two balloons.
Now I got that feeling once again.
I cant explain, you would not understand.
This is not how I am.
I have become comfortably numb.
There is no pain, you are receding.
A distant ships smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I cant hear what youre sayin.
When I was a child I caught a fleeting glimpse,
Out of the corner of my eye.
I turned to look but it was gone.
I cannot put my finger on it now.
The child is grown, the dream is gone.
I have become comfortably numb.
Kaoss Pad (KP3)
Det skulle verkligen inte vara fel att ha en sån att leka med hemma.
Jag ska spara så ini helvette så jag kan köpa mig den.
FUN FUN FUN. leksaker is the shit.
Och herr Skägg med sin anka.
Thingamagoop
Jag är kär i en synth-robot.
En vän har haft en väldigt länge, och nu när två andra vänner har skaffat sig så vill jag bara ha en ännu mer.
Men hursomhaver.. man gör alltså massa ljud med hjälp av LED-lampan som ser ut som en antenn och en ratt.
Ljuden är olika beroende på vart ljuset faller, och hur ljuset i omgivningen är.. om jag har förstått det rätt.
Jag tycker dessutom att ljudet påminner väldigt mycket om NIN's "the great destroyer".
Oh. Världens bästa leksak.
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Man kan även välja färgerna helt själv, men jag tycker att den färdigvalbara rosa (längst fram) är helt jävla perfekt som den är. Oh my my my.
KMFDM
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Professional Killer
Conquer your world
Study you quietly
Count the ways
I'll do anything you say
There will be no holding back
Legions of me
So cruel
Longing eternally
Bitter sweet possibilities
A tiger on the attack
Ready to bleed
Tragically yours
Obey and submit to me
I will find you
Wherever you hide
Got a thrill for the hunt
A skilled criminal mind
So calm
Tracking your every move
Unrelenting my conscious clear
Beyond a shadow of doubt
A force to be feared
Wretched and pure
Tricky and dangerous
Do not question
Or challenge your fate
A promise written in blood
Take life for pay
Yours is not to ask why
Yours is to do and die
Professional killer
Liksom.. wow-eee.
OCH!
Flesh
Into this void I will give my self-control
This is the final broken nail
Fill this hole
Suck this soul
I'm the thing that I can't control
HÖHÖ. Snusk.
Fucktastic
Tänk att EN riktigt bra dag kan ge så oerhört mycket ork för flera dagar framöver.
Och nu tänker jag göra allt för att stanna kvar i mitt glädjerus.
En vän har introducerat mig till Lily Allen, som är.. helt jävla underbart bra.
Jag blev förälskad i hennes texter, och hennes söta sångröst gör bara hela henne ännu mer underbar.
She's close to perfect.
(den här låten är för övrigt riktad mot bush).
"Do you get, do you get a little kick out of being small-minded?
You want to be like your father, it's approval you're after
Well that's not how you find it
Do you, do you really enjoy living a life that's so hateful?
Cause there's a hole where your soul should be
You're losing control a bit
And it's really distasteful
Fuck you
Fuck you very very much"
Igår drog jag och Emma in till skövde för att fira Louise.
Hon var överlycklig över att ha fått fast jobb, och ville skåla lite med sina vänner.
Vi möttes upp på Harry's som är en sportbar, där dom hade music-quiz-every-thursday-night.
Sen drog vi vidare till Husaren, som är det bästa alternativet om man ska gå ut i skövde.
Väl där hade jag TYDLIGEN blottat röven för halva skövde eftersom min kjolhelvete åkte upp.
Det är ju bara så förbannat typiskt att jag ska lyckas skämma ut mig. Gosh.